I can not make decisions ... at all.

I wanted to move to Texas and I did. Damnit.

The first few months haven't been that great and have been a huge adjustment for me. Saying bye to Gene nearly ripped my heart out. Not finishing the football season with the Buckeyes was sad. (yeah, I know I don't play ... haha) Leaving my comfort zone and going SO far away from family and friends. But I did it. Thanksgiving sucked. Christmas sucked.

My birthday was fun, in Chicago, and I planned on moving there for about a month and then realized .... no one can afford Chicago. I'd have to pitch a tent in Gene's back yard but then the dogs would bug me and so that plan was out.

I think 10 months is too soon to be running back to Ohio. I have a job down here that I love. My boss is great. The girls (and boy) at Bath and Body Works are so fun and doing everything they can to keep me in this hot as hell state.

My roommate left two weeks ago and hasn't come back. I have no idea where he is or when he is coming back but I have learned that I love living alone. My love for Texas came back a little when he left. I have met some people that have proven to me that there are people down here who don't smoke pot and can have a fun evening with friends and not just getting high. I have learned that I can't throw a dart to save my life and beer pong is still a crutch for me but I make a pretty good beer bitch during movies. LOL, Right Dan??

The reason for all this rambling .... I think I want to stay down here. I had my mind made up and my mind had already left Texas.

Karl has a one way plane ticket to come help me move and I really think I might just stay put. I'm feeling the pressure because I know my parents have a ton of stuff for me if I go home. But then I have to find a job up in Ohio again and I still haven't heard back from OSU.

I will have to find a full time job down here if I want to continue to eat and pay rent. I really want to stay at the bank but that may not happen. I have a ton of shit to sort out in the next four weeks all the while continue having fun with the cutest thing I've met in Texas who shall remain unnamed.

It's awesome outside today and I have to run to the store to grill out later. :) The unnamed and his buddy are coming over after work. The plans were made while we were drunk last night so we'll see what really unfolds. Haha.

I got a package from Jess yesterday full of Tastefully Simple goodies that we will put to use tonight. THANKS JESS!!!!! I'll let you know what's good!! I can't wait to try the Cucumber Dip. Mmmm.

Sorry Wendy to fuck up your plans. We'll see what happens in the next few weeks. :) I would love some AutoX action this summer. Anytime I can hang out with Jason is a bonus. Ass.

Ok, I'm taking "Austin" to the car wash. He needs some love today, inside and out. It's Tuesday you slackers ... go to Fitz's, would ya??