Shame on Me, Ryan's right ...

I've always paid attention to your point of view
But now I want to focus on the rest of you
Shame on me, wanting you
The way I fantasize about
What I'd give, what I'd do, I just want to work you out
Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind
Shame on me another time





On Friday I was offered the full time position that I've wanted for over a year. A job at the OB/GYN at The Ohio State University Hospital. Geography is pretty much telling me that I can't work there but it's not completely out yet. I'm waiting to hear back from my interview for the insurance position in San Antonio. If I don't get that, I'm pretty sure I'll be picking up my truck at the end of next week and taking a long drive back to Ohio.

I don't really want to live in Ohio but I have family there and thinking about football games this fall makes me want to be there. My dad was playing the fight song on purpose the other day on the phone, making my decision even harder. Plus I can start going to the Blue Jackets games again.

I left Ohio because nothing was holding me there and now I'm about to leave Texas for the same reason.

I am viewing this as a positive thing - OSU wants me back! That was a great paying job. Good people. Fun people. And .... on campus. Is there a better job for someone who bleeds Scarlet and Gray? And as an added bonus ... My Cory works there too!!

Ugh, we'll see. Cross your fingers that I hear something tomorrow about the job in San Antonio.

Friday night I needed a break from thinking about all of it all. I ended up at Mikes playing darts and drinking. The more beer I consume, the better I do. I actually beat Mike once. Hey, whatever, the board doesn't lie.

Saturday I think we woke up sometime early afternoon-ish and I had to work last night. Vicki and I had our usual fun closing "chats". She's great. I thought we were all going out after work but I ended up in bed. Don't know what the hell happened there??? Maybe someone can enlighten me later with an explanation.

I have to work a couple hours tonight, just for some changes at BBW and then it's on to laundry and movie watching.

I am sucking at packing. It's hard not knowing where you're moving. I just need to get motivated and it's hard without my packing buddies Gene and Jess. LOL I got more done with the two of them, back in September, in one afternoon than I did in a month by myself. COME VISIT ME YOU TWO!!!

Well, it's time for my siesta. Adios!!